Don`t let yourself feel lonely. Maybe there has been a lack of support at work. But there are deep seated changes ongoing within you which will need time. You are clearing the decks of whatever you do not need for the future. Just keep an eye on joint finances since there could be a real chance to improve your situation. But don`t be too reckless. This is no time to owe money unless absolutely necessary since you really have no idea what is round the next corner. Stay flexible.