You do want to expand your life, to get away from routines. Doing something that gives you more sense of meaning and satisfaction is a must. But sometimes the more you attempt, the less you succeed. If you trim back your high hopes and go one step at a time, then you could get one or two things done really well. This is a time for broad thinking but not necessarily quite the time to put your ideas into action. Let yourself write or speak out if you feel the urge.